tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-140655612024-03-06T22:57:36.753-08:00coffee bitchlash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.comBlogger1292125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-27916750866723920772012-01-17T16:12:00.000-08:002012-01-17T16:16:37.572-08:00BABE IN BOOTS<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcH2ga7RnMVxH3OYrWQox5sKNcHlVQY7Ge8XGozkcby2qarocXBjlVdmOdyiKDNx56sx5_x2F1iWjSQcUv_BFTmj0e8FFNVbAfRiuwp6K_9eNcOKs9wWCaKtvqQwIC_BC5tzEgAQ/s1600/photo-5.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="320" width="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcH2ga7RnMVxH3OYrWQox5sKNcHlVQY7Ge8XGozkcby2qarocXBjlVdmOdyiKDNx56sx5_x2F1iWjSQcUv_BFTmj0e8FFNVbAfRiuwp6K_9eNcOKs9wWCaKtvqQwIC_BC5tzEgAQ/s320/photo-5.jpg" /></a></div><br />
The gift of sobriety allows me to love a woman unconditionally, plus she has boots. So if these boots are meant for walking then they can walk all over me. Sober and in Love, WOW its a beautiful thing. And she is HOT.lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-25280957426307121312011-11-16T22:36:00.001-08:002011-11-16T22:49:08.388-08:00Woman I Love<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1bHEusOOWqsyUjRUols9eoVDjKvnd8296z4VYjjDO8p81HDjwk32ocVcHC5TC4ZDnsUNvYFS1rcbbzCBA-1upMTnLgCmmCId4nx2N809KdwKzRR2GhEpxqw56gBpdkEarW94ing/s1600/julie0.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="213" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1bHEusOOWqsyUjRUols9eoVDjKvnd8296z4VYjjDO8p81HDjwk32ocVcHC5TC4ZDnsUNvYFS1rcbbzCBA-1upMTnLgCmmCId4nx2N809KdwKzRR2GhEpxqw56gBpdkEarW94ing/s320/julie0.jpg" /></a></div><br />
I am still sober now 7.5 years and closing on 8 by living one day at a time. There is a woman I have been going out with that has freed my soul. She is like a mirror image of me in many ways. My sponsor and others have made comments about how I now have a glow. I am happy now and it’s great to be sober so that I can take all this in.. pretty cool..lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-14890487437713031522010-06-12T01:00:00.000-07:002010-06-12T01:15:08.630-07:00Here but Where<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifEUl9PJgvQcvE-6eQajkM0_sesNI42asAElLucZpE55XtoS8uWcbpWGWCso722JD3ZIZhU-uvvUbZ_C7LRxbFxyKVBP5cTTCxYgfmCzv4SJG9AkqAfFt3ItU8s1J1axLzT4s-9A/s1600/shutterstock_12853579%5B1%5D.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 177px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifEUl9PJgvQcvE-6eQajkM0_sesNI42asAElLucZpE55XtoS8uWcbpWGWCso722JD3ZIZhU-uvvUbZ_C7LRxbFxyKVBP5cTTCxYgfmCzv4SJG9AkqAfFt3ItU8s1J1axLzT4s-9A/s320/shutterstock_12853579%5B1%5D.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481794978619742242" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I have 6 years now and my B date is May 17th. I feel good just beat from trying to get two companies off the ground. I hit meetings every week so that hasn't changed and I am still calling my sponsor everyday.. Wow a lot of phone calls over the 6 years. Thanks Garner I saw your email and broke away from my chaotic life for a second.. I will keep in touch my bros and sistas..</span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-30792614812071148892010-04-11T23:12:00.001-07:002010-04-11T23:21:38.821-07:00Meeting<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgld6iSfVZO2nNW-L7OIJPU-WrmKDcHMOI7CbS229GGh7n9DVMZmSwqakHzN6R6l_jZkbTQSIGCbo7p1salpTt3R6i6Q67RKRLFDVuvBQqc9d4Svmn0sB39WtlQITyxLB6cjvcUaQ/s1600/Guam_glass_bottles_recycle.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 259px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgld6iSfVZO2nNW-L7OIJPU-WrmKDcHMOI7CbS229GGh7n9DVMZmSwqakHzN6R6l_jZkbTQSIGCbo7p1salpTt3R6i6Q67RKRLFDVuvBQqc9d4Svmn0sB39WtlQITyxLB6cjvcUaQ/s320/Guam_glass_bottles_recycle.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459130473453075778" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I use to drink out of any type of bottle. I preferred the larger ones though.
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<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Went to a meeting tonight and there was a lot of new faces and some not. One person had gone out after having 10 years to try it once more. Same results and the same story as everyone else who goes out, it just doesn't work. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-79475328183309864832010-04-10T01:01:00.000-07:002010-04-10T01:16:22.725-07:00Where the Hell have I been<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_55jV63NWfexGJlUyaNcepqU_zMaJotTPE1PVBE6h9CcBO_WKLL6rq6zUc_U2V8Jo7cfTx3fygQzGW3BMxFbzz4d3YvF9HswomiwwPDucBJS5KxXiY4SdU4rd8UBxmw3WwvrPNw/s1600/3836793645_b3244b952a.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_55jV63NWfexGJlUyaNcepqU_zMaJotTPE1PVBE6h9CcBO_WKLL6rq6zUc_U2V8Jo7cfTx3fygQzGW3BMxFbzz4d3YvF9HswomiwwPDucBJS5KxXiY4SdU4rd8UBxmw3WwvrPNw/s320/3836793645_b3244b952a.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5458418709003609954" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;"> Wow I am coming up on 6 years and I have been working my ass off trying to get 2 company's off the ground. I have been tempted to drink but just not today. I am trying to get back to blogging, TIME. Hitting meetings and calling my sponsor everyday is what I do. </span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I really don't have the desire to drink nor the energy. I am to tired to go chasing that anymore. Looking back it is hard to believe all the hiding and running around I did for WHAT? I like waking up with a clear head every morning, its a good thing. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-4503438460969211442010-01-08T22:41:00.000-08:002010-01-08T22:56:58.062-08:00HERE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKmAkUhhTKPps0byypmYjbnlX0MDWtDNOy0eVGveYhK6CyVhKJiZPFIWIJlk5A_5UgrGHSZRUEhahb0dDMDQo2qf0rHQjgrki3EfUxNKA40_dEvnymSgpOA7dlm9pFXmNtF-Op2g/s1600-h/tv-708980.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 296px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKmAkUhhTKPps0byypmYjbnlX0MDWtDNOy0eVGveYhK6CyVhKJiZPFIWIJlk5A_5UgrGHSZRUEhahb0dDMDQo2qf0rHQjgrki3EfUxNKA40_dEvnymSgpOA7dlm9pFXmNtF-Op2g/s320/tv-708980.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424628475036763330" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I am watching of all shows celebrity rehab. Some seem real others I am not sure of. When I was drinking and using I was a celebrity too. So I thought... </span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Man this working on your own thing is for the birds because I feel like I am working for free. Well I am for now. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-49993400104740395132009-12-07T23:33:00.000-08:002009-12-07T23:42:55.030-08:00Bible Study<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnV6yuwiZLt45JQj_JA0FjzQRC3deFD2-c2PeDtId4flVGiVHEjeNs5vNT51eMfE5GHYYLk_oGGDGOLfryMqqsVS1hyphenhyphenoC7aF16tk3LgDbL3EKyNQbEUnlrRSo7KnAd-8YwlEyQxg/s1600-h/1+fgt.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 217px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnV6yuwiZLt45JQj_JA0FjzQRC3deFD2-c2PeDtId4flVGiVHEjeNs5vNT51eMfE5GHYYLk_oGGDGOLfryMqqsVS1hyphenhyphenoC7aF16tk3LgDbL3EKyNQbEUnlrRSo7KnAd-8YwlEyQxg/s320/1+fgt.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412765582987714978" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Bible study is the other thing I am doing that I typically wouldn't do if it was left up to me. However I take direction from my sponsor and I am glad that I do because my spiritual side needs help.</span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">The photo is of my boys and I thank god for them. They are a gift.</span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-43138245707572231502009-12-06T09:10:00.001-08:002009-12-06T09:24:32.860-08:00XMAS PARTY<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidnqYEPHZ1mE9ANLz5P04M9tjcpeWOzneHUe6bzj7KoyNV-A-IIUxKjKvkMtwyExr6vL_gqBSIROXqWJPKpzDsDVCbFfHw_3bPi1VtlZKNasBUHP9Zerc1q85QppSQbvM14DFsqw/s1600-h/tumblr_ku6hv0mRDI1qzn3qto1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 317px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidnqYEPHZ1mE9ANLz5P04M9tjcpeWOzneHUe6bzj7KoyNV-A-IIUxKjKvkMtwyExr6vL_gqBSIROXqWJPKpzDsDVCbFfHw_3bPi1VtlZKNasBUHP9Zerc1q85QppSQbvM14DFsqw/s320/tumblr_ku6hv0mRDI1qzn3qto1_500.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412173058937134018" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Let me rephrase that sometimes at the party's people sit in corners and it is not fun. However last night was great and on top of it there were 4 birthdays. It was a lot of laughs and for a guy like me laughter is good.
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<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Look for me there are thousands of reasons on why not to go to a meeting or party. I just need to go because when I do my expectations are never correct and I end up enjoying the meeting or party. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-74084987366338577762009-12-05T12:22:00.001-08:002009-12-05T12:26:51.290-08:00HOME GROUP X-MAS PARTY<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqiw1TxiOyMbKQ0IIhYLRcOr-K-5cGr3s18QtTB_woW_xkdQfbDZrCEeSbvkJ0_TzUWxJT4RhWa6VxH9QCTHrSd_FByFhjnK7-74xhci2aPjM70GRKFasb03X-UwqWaH06nKvAOQ/s1600-h/QQ8CAQP9P47CAMB3C48CA8S74HACAZ7I93XCAKARGDFCAWVW31ICAD7MTF3CAE1US2ICAT8GJWOCAYCG6IYCA56XU1CCAKOVP21CAAQJ8POCAK7SIY3CAFD2ZIKCATMRHCJCAF10OHPCA2JS575.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 108px; height: 84px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqiw1TxiOyMbKQ0IIhYLRcOr-K-5cGr3s18QtTB_woW_xkdQfbDZrCEeSbvkJ0_TzUWxJT4RhWa6VxH9QCTHrSd_FByFhjnK7-74xhci2aPjM70GRKFasb03X-UwqWaH06nKvAOQ/s320/QQ8CAQP9P47CAMB3C48CA8S74HACAZ7I93XCAKARGDFCAWVW31ICAD7MTF3CAE1US2ICAT8GJWOCAYCG6IYCA56XU1CCAKOVP21CAAQJ8POCAK7SIY3CAFD2ZIKCATMRHCJCAF10OHPCA2JS575.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5411850372973015698" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-weight:bold;">AA Christmas party tonight and I am going alone. It will be fun however I can not stay to long. They say we are not a glum lot, but a lot of times these type of party's are boring and clickish.</span></span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-84238943429540212392009-12-04T00:20:00.000-08:002009-12-04T00:31:01.490-08:00WOW STUMBLED HERE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW2lIoPNMYFCiuDodUvd4F0ACEzuB8t5XhVOWOER3FYdX3P5LHJblIZB7aedKi6UBUS_xygbWswBG8WdF1Gfebp_S0U0T7rXMvw07WU-r-gjjJEQ1QsXz-LFy1Gtqzvl_0orf-pQ/s1600-h/080101_2008_s.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 226px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW2lIoPNMYFCiuDodUvd4F0ACEzuB8t5XhVOWOER3FYdX3P5LHJblIZB7aedKi6UBUS_xygbWswBG8WdF1Gfebp_S0U0T7rXMvw07WU-r-gjjJEQ1QsXz-LFy1Gtqzvl_0orf-pQ/s320/080101_2008_s.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5411293484373532066" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I am doing good hit a meeting last night. I still find it easy to get a resentment. Some people came in last night late and walked right in front of the person speaking. I was pissed and didn't hear the rest of the meeting. </span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I miss blogging but right now I have 3 jobs. One company I own, one company I have equity in and the other I am consultant in sort of.. = 0 hours in the day. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-38576337120661443632009-11-16T23:17:00.000-08:002009-11-16T23:32:03.461-08:00FLOATING SOBER<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRcSth3swqbOk8nPIM9q1dDcEEmcoXg8Mi5mX738KVhSrYNZVMFgjoNgLE6gR2Im6Bi5-i4WLnnR00zd3LKmo5gJFfKNTpbrxvawmWLwXHBygio0-wWp0jmJYy3iaDMyCi_4sjnQ/s1600/gallery80.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 302px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRcSth3swqbOk8nPIM9q1dDcEEmcoXg8Mi5mX738KVhSrYNZVMFgjoNgLE6gR2Im6Bi5-i4WLnnR00zd3LKmo5gJFfKNTpbrxvawmWLwXHBygio0-wWp0jmJYy3iaDMyCi_4sjnQ/s320/gallery80.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404968790290822690" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Wow I have been busting ass on my new company and hitting meetings and a bible study class. I am doing the things I don't want to do, it helps keep me sober.</span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I have seen a lot of people die in 5 1/2 years and that is what the reality is for me if I decide to have a drink. I need to blog more because it helps me keep it real.</span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-1272037681551154142009-09-13T20:32:00.001-07:002009-09-13T20:37:33.191-07:00clean living<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvvufdTwFNMQ9o8wHLIQ6rlVVLK2PTg1OEKzZR1PUuC68IScVDBZVc4RBzZ9tFEDCqIFTYmcTR66LRsxGeM9oAlXXyHyg4GP3SXsGhy2YRdYQmghb2poxdxIah2smDoxL5_uR11A/s1600-h/pic1.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 245px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvvufdTwFNMQ9o8wHLIQ6rlVVLK2PTg1OEKzZR1PUuC68IScVDBZVc4RBzZ9tFEDCqIFTYmcTR66LRsxGeM9oAlXXyHyg4GP3SXsGhy2YRdYQmghb2poxdxIah2smDoxL5_uR11A/s320/pic1.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381161264971600114" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Simple clean living just like that</span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">Watching the kids while the wife is at a funeral in NY. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-48020150780363513282009-09-05T21:47:00.000-07:002009-09-05T21:56:21.484-07:00alone<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirgsbZH9Q-ENlcWvPEgBv-vFoyrMcN0U3n3OQl-5YLrJW1CEt4pOqWmpDBnz_8mLvWRw8SPSqhWuJaC7CUf03Jb5WlVnx44WqGwnEz2NM2iYRyVv6C7D-vDsw8V_UGim4CMyWK6Q/s1600-h/xin_530703041608684312130.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 319px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirgsbZH9Q-ENlcWvPEgBv-vFoyrMcN0U3n3OQl-5YLrJW1CEt4pOqWmpDBnz_8mLvWRw8SPSqhWuJaC7CUf03Jb5WlVnx44WqGwnEz2NM2iYRyVv6C7D-vDsw8V_UGim4CMyWK6Q/s320/xin_530703041608684312130.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378211963082929378" /></a>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">When I am feeling alone I go to a meeting. It is the place were I can feel some comfort. </span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">My son's soccer game always makes me feel good. I like to see him running around and enjoying himself. They tied one game and lost a game to a team that is in a higher level. It is all cool though. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-18380608172847664482009-08-30T07:21:00.000-07:002009-08-30T07:35:14.475-07:00HOT<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0TyOmlFoISG7AA1Q0X3mY_PO3hyKQEto6kftWUZi9aAVEmjIdW8StXG9U6cvC_miMIgenzQRz2A62d0Zoe0qb8Qj_Lzy6YQpH87NQ-Xitexs6MEUiLh3ySb7buqO96G5JgnMNjA/s1600-h/PULP_34.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0TyOmlFoISG7AA1Q0X3mY_PO3hyKQEto6kftWUZi9aAVEmjIdW8StXG9U6cvC_miMIgenzQRz2A62d0Zoe0qb8Qj_Lzy6YQpH87NQ-Xitexs6MEUiLh3ySb7buqO96G5JgnMNjA/s320/PULP_34.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375765341404988466" /></a>
<span style="font-weight:bold;">Wow it is so hot here in Southern California. My son's soccer game yesterday was played when the temperature was 105 degrees. They were all almost collapsing from the heat by the end of the game. We lost too which made it feel hotter. </span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I helped clean the house yesterday as well as organize it and I feel better. It is amazing to me that I can feel so much better being organized. Organization is part of my program believe it or not. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-35256921908524003442009-08-29T07:42:00.000-07:002009-08-29T08:00:40.368-07:00HERE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirtjmmhaZmwN93nXm4v72hpAPA4HbTDPNzcDKRL1QomcXBjM2dgx0F4LgeWq2wuJNFf4TUx6N8q_jrkqYFzxMYBCshxvcrt-TqaqKQPMPWvVUglwnbB0SR7gYsBZdNJpW7_XUAJA/s1600-h/3200808173.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 130px; height: 125px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirtjmmhaZmwN93nXm4v72hpAPA4HbTDPNzcDKRL1QomcXBjM2dgx0F4LgeWq2wuJNFf4TUx6N8q_jrkqYFzxMYBCshxvcrt-TqaqKQPMPWvVUglwnbB0SR7gYsBZdNJpW7_XUAJA/s320/3200808173.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375397246422278930" /></a>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">Hey thanks Scot for the comment.I have been busting my ass on my new company and it is a virtual time sucker. I have not wavered in my program. I love this picture because it is what the reality is if I try to stay sober alone.</span>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">My son has a soccer game today and I am excited. I love to watch him play because he enjoys it so much. The other 2 were playing football and due to a scandal evolving a couple coaches the season wont happen for them as well as the other kids. The coaches have big egos and decided to hold practices early despite league rules. These coaches are assholes and the odds are they really never played high school or college football.</span>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">I need to stay with the blogging because writing this somehow made me feel good.<span style="font-weight:bold;"></span></span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-89469139180465314792009-07-19T14:28:00.000-07:002009-07-19T14:35:12.540-07:00wow<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh43-F1Zw5InXoZhJ8Fs7HdPg14-yaYqZ5zBY51zESDmRUxjR1qu7qyFAo7QoahmmS_BpPF6flLp81OHMoSCGwzCrXZ0o1rth4fta5Y6DZTbooYFF9gsSp5eFNu1sHrCaUPWQboyQ/s1600-h/129655.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 279px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh43-F1Zw5InXoZhJ8Fs7HdPg14-yaYqZ5zBY51zESDmRUxjR1qu7qyFAo7QoahmmS_BpPF6flLp81OHMoSCGwzCrXZ0o1rth4fta5Y6DZTbooYFF9gsSp5eFNu1sHrCaUPWQboyQ/s320/129655.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360287984505967378" /></a>
<strong>Life has been in session with me lately. I have been busy setting up a new company and trying to keep my marriage and program together. I am lacking in both areas and feeling like I can not do it all. </strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-17350415079212997672009-06-07T22:55:00.000-07:002009-06-07T23:04:43.397-07:00love and tolerance<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY89pw-yyGwVAwG1PKjMDwxEivCvHd6fEjHZB1xmHFZ8tkzB8xLG5-Sar6C6yooUPBtjOh1DEsnR6eHsynvYY7VGmVytNkk_aPExfssZ1LO8EcAt4XHELhZjQebzfBx8OyBXrCwQ/s1600-h/dadanoias000.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY89pw-yyGwVAwG1PKjMDwxEivCvHd6fEjHZB1xmHFZ8tkzB8xLG5-Sar6C6yooUPBtjOh1DEsnR6eHsynvYY7VGmVytNkk_aPExfssZ1LO8EcAt4XHELhZjQebzfBx8OyBXrCwQ/s320/dadanoias000.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344833465019934034" /></a>
<p><strong>Wow love and tolerance is what I need to remember at meetings. It is easy for me to get a resentment.</strong>
<p> <strong>Life is crazy my deadline is coming for my website so I am pushing as hard as I can to make the date. </strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-17528222023850588752009-06-05T23:54:00.000-07:002009-06-06T00:08:26.674-07:00Pod<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj55msOZ5Vp5_mcJvUKOSOYlBrLZ4KTmTxySiiM4bORn8OLrRaov1SGMsj65wMLcREMr5HkKHPQvl2PoDWQQU9Eq0DQZ3hmId3No8xGvvbSZWTPHdfeeQQFEpFSeCFItyD8XMqUzA/s1600-h/funpics21-23.thumbnail.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj55msOZ5Vp5_mcJvUKOSOYlBrLZ4KTmTxySiiM4bORn8OLrRaov1SGMsj65wMLcREMr5HkKHPQvl2PoDWQQU9Eq0DQZ3hmId3No8xGvvbSZWTPHdfeeQQFEpFSeCFItyD8XMqUzA/s320/funpics21-23.thumbnail.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344105817028363234" /></a>
<p> <strong>I was pissed off at my oldest because I thought he took my Ipod. I was acting like the old behavior which was not good. I have to watch myself because I am quick to judge and 95% of the time I am wrong. </strong>
<p> <strong>The boys have their soccer games tomorrow and pop warner football is starting soon. Running back and forth all Saturday is getting old quick.</strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-15111019059143897042009-05-28T13:09:00.000-07:002009-05-28T13:25:06.466-07:00GOD HELP<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaaxpxB1qLtmCbj586WFZfD8yUX7PLVEqasL-m4E13_DPqQOPIZPJNTRI9r4-kuFlOxcFjUb5HC5R7HqFKIH5NMpeAn18GXgJe5XGYgEDBQbcZ0wd5blXIvaUXBlx5NSWEYdDalQ/s1600-h/tattaweiner.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 135px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaaxpxB1qLtmCbj586WFZfD8yUX7PLVEqasL-m4E13_DPqQOPIZPJNTRI9r4-kuFlOxcFjUb5HC5R7HqFKIH5NMpeAn18GXgJe5XGYgEDBQbcZ0wd5blXIvaUXBlx5NSWEYdDalQ/s320/tattaweiner.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340970058348743618" /></a>
<p> <strong>This website is driving me nuts. There is some much to do and I am even having problems picking colors aaahhh. I need to move on so I sent it to some of my designer friends. The more I can deligate the better I will be. Some things need to go to god other things need to go to people who know what they are doing.</strong>
<p> <strong>I need to go to a meeting today or tomorrow.. </strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-18444486824073925582009-05-25T23:04:00.000-07:002009-05-25T23:22:54.387-07:00scarletts<p><img id="image3110" src="http://www.sexinart.net/wp-content/uploads/scarlettscarlettscarleth.gif" alt="scarlettscarlettscarleth.gif" width="345"><br />
<span style="font-weight:bold;">Wow there is something about silent films!!</span>
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<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">We went to a party today at some friends house. There where 5 couples there and they were all drinking. Man its hard when it was a hot day and you have to watch your friends drink ice cold beer. I was bumming a little bit but I soon got over it because I went home. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-65022028717758999402009-05-24T23:14:00.000-07:002009-05-24T23:25:38.600-07:00peter pan is real<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXPdceRbB8yanpbmcisL50yNSLETNlcqTEOixpXrUQdgl_z8MLH0zXxe-Nwmdi_4IdyaYHumF71hxWjTwfVaVS4qLtzE6U9_bGAimAVSc48vgYX2YS8ZQh-1RHEBxvvIR1QhoMsA/s1600-h/peter_flies1a_small.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 154px; height: 179px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXPdceRbB8yanpbmcisL50yNSLETNlcqTEOixpXrUQdgl_z8MLH0zXxe-Nwmdi_4IdyaYHumF71hxWjTwfVaVS4qLtzE6U9_bGAimAVSc48vgYX2YS8ZQh-1RHEBxvvIR1QhoMsA/s320/peter_flies1a_small.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339641675460983250" /></a> <strong>I thought Peter Pan was made of only fairy tales. </strong>
<a href="http://pixyland.org/peterpan/">Peter Pans Blog</a>
<p> <strong>I went to my meeting tonight and it was just ok. I was just there in body and sometimes that has got to be good enough. I have to much shit going on in my mind. </strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-48769218253554582382009-05-23T21:21:00.000-07:002009-05-23T21:33:23.350-07:00F the hard drive<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOHsfVSewPx06t6GCLRaDDscq3sLmitkzFoIZ9zS7cncgvC3Z8mZ05rbeCm7hDTAHaOT3mFzQLykKxaDL4Vg0R8JeTuiKlBraUt7dJVGOTHQAk00JdLqrwkNEfz3KCNjV0-0kKUg/s1600-h/kama-balloon-animal-sutra_DUREX_yatzer_4.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOHsfVSewPx06t6GCLRaDDscq3sLmitkzFoIZ9zS7cncgvC3Z8mZ05rbeCm7hDTAHaOT3mFzQLykKxaDL4Vg0R8JeTuiKlBraUt7dJVGOTHQAk00JdLqrwkNEfz3KCNjV0-0kKUg/s320/kama-balloon-animal-sutra_DUREX_yatzer_4.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339241351588264818" /></a>
<p> <strong>The hard drive will cost $1689.00, so screw that I will deal with the missing data somehow some way. I still have some work re-doing multiple spreadsheets, but again whatever. I need to move on. This kind of shit is what I would drink about.</strong>
<p> <strong>I want to go to the beach tomorrow but the townies will be packing it because of the holiday. So maybe I will be hanging out at the house. </strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-45904202492446732732009-05-22T08:27:00.000-07:002009-05-22T08:32:46.742-07:00Fruits<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgK6_SpVKOJiHM2uE54VeAdCDhi51dsmTEDlGPF3KezmoR7ugotQXM05hO6JcpruogAjrpJf9xwx0LyLkqnbg7ALpeBYbw-z-9UpbDu6J7BWxC4OeqflCK-S3l-Tt7uUOGd-_dymA/s1600-h/463f1bfca3b6efae1ea76069533cb5cd.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 229px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgK6_SpVKOJiHM2uE54VeAdCDhi51dsmTEDlGPF3KezmoR7ugotQXM05hO6JcpruogAjrpJf9xwx0LyLkqnbg7ALpeBYbw-z-9UpbDu6J7BWxC4OeqflCK-S3l-Tt7uUOGd-_dymA/s320/463f1bfca3b6efae1ea76069533cb5cd.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338670345413369122" /></a>
<P> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I have been trying to eat healthier. I really believe that a healthy body creates a healthy mind. It all about eat good feel good. </span>
<p> <span style="font-weight:bold;">I am picking up hopefully my recovered data this morning. </span>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-57885386068074139182009-05-21T22:35:00.000-07:002009-05-22T08:27:00.917-07:005 years<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3Arma_qevU55KPdXr4FVHUPpnrRlAREzrz52RbpZlXuLZKq5Sy9l7A55Xy7o56LRQ-oSewv-bPMh2YlK8RUIcAFeFwBppp2sxizGPv0d57Wie6QnIa6NeeCEHaKyNqfMwKGPdIA/s1600-h/3843939.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 222px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3Arma_qevU55KPdXr4FVHUPpnrRlAREzrz52RbpZlXuLZKq5Sy9l7A55Xy7o56LRQ-oSewv-bPMh2YlK8RUIcAFeFwBppp2sxizGPv0d57Wie6QnIa6NeeCEHaKyNqfMwKGPdIA/s320/3843939.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338670142639249298" /></a>
<p> <strong>Well I have 5 years of sobriety which is truly amazing. I did it by not drinking or using one day at a time. I have a lot of fears now in my life but I am working through them by praying and going to meetings. </strong>
<p> <strong>I am trying to get this new biz off the ground and it has been hard. My hard drive crashed and it sucks. I have to pay a shit load of money to get the data recovered.. Back up back up..</strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14065561.post-11515495517653732052009-05-10T09:43:00.000-07:002009-05-10T09:55:44.995-07:00HAPPY MOTHERS DAY<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAlhWUcb_viobs2NbEQ-qLAU-FHwZ2WEkzP5yKyX_HCdF55W18MVqUx-J6N7KNTtNqX-_nptYJ1QwROdwb2sGIDJtYS6-4BhjzeVh1bCXaWThpDJvzjliCcnyQlxvdEGTJ5gz2xQ/s1600-h/1490222.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 216px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAlhWUcb_viobs2NbEQ-qLAU-FHwZ2WEkzP5yKyX_HCdF55W18MVqUx-J6N7KNTtNqX-_nptYJ1QwROdwb2sGIDJtYS6-4BhjzeVh1bCXaWThpDJvzjliCcnyQlxvdEGTJ5gz2xQ/s320/1490222.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334237346231521618" /></a>
<p> <strong>So Happy Mothers Day to all the mothers peeps out there.. This is a big day for all the mothers, I went out and got a bialy for my wife its a NY thing. They are hard to find in southern California</strong>.
<p> <strong>I have to clean the house today because that's what the wife wants for MD. Having three boys makes cleaning the house a big chore. </strong>lash505http://www.blogger.com/profile/09213373741518348389noreply@blogger.com3