Thursday, June 30, 2005

Last day at aftercare

Wow a 52 week commitment is over. I drove 50 mins +- to get there at 5:00pm once a week in traffic. That is Southern California traffic. I already miss it, beause it was a large part of my first year in recovery. One thing is I am sort of scared because of making a change in my recovery that has kept me sober so far. However I am still on step 4 and my sponsor suggested that I go to a step study to replace the missing commitment. I have learned that when I start protecting my comfort zone I need to take the next indicated step.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Meeting Makers Make It

You know when your head is spinning a meeting sounds pretty good. I always seem to get back some peace when I go to a meeting regardless of sharing. Meetings are tokens as explained to me and you use them up as needed. The only way to get a token is to go to a meeting. See my mind sometimes turns into a video game that only stops with a token or two.

this is all about me!


No just about me not drinking.
Whattttttttt

Monday, May 23, 2005

Friday, May 20, 2005

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Monday, January 01, 1990

I wonder if anyone can actually read this.