Sunday, February 26, 2006

I was at my grandmothers rossary today and the casket was open. She wasn't the same, her hands were flat. I felt like I was going to fall down. I went to get some water and never looked at her again. It was hot and I was uncomfortable, however I stayed next to my mom through out the service. I really just freaked out by the whole thing. I have to be a pahl barrier tomorrow and we will see how it goes.
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4 comments:

  1. Trudging2/27/2006 05:54:00 AM

    I sorry for your loss. I have a hard time looking at people in caskets too.

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  2. JJ2/27/2006 07:29:00 AM

    Been there done that and it sucks.
    I see you,
    JJ
    PS: Always in my thoughts and prayers

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  3. Anonymous2/27/2006 09:32:00 AM

    I helped carry my Grandmother's casket too. It was the heavyest thing ever, even with 5 other guys with me. I was just eaten up with grief and fear of dropping it.

    I didn't though, and in retrospect I'm proud and happy to have been a part of it. You'll do fine.

    -t

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  4. Sam2/28/2006 11:11:00 AM

    I'm sorry for your loss. You're on my mind...

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