Well I won the battle of will with my 6 year old son. He ended up a school with out crying. I won this one but tomorrow the challenge begins again. I can feel it in the air.
Fire season is still here and we had a large one about 4 miles from the house today. I will take a photo next time, because I was to tired today. I am running on minimal energy. I dont want to sound like a baby, but this is a bitch.
Yesterday was a busy day and I was exhausted. I went to bed last night so early it felt good to be that tired. I needed all the sleep I can get. Two of the boys teams lost and my oldest son's football team won so they are in first place now.
Today on the agenda is clean and watch football games. The house is a mess and it has only been a few days since my wife left. I feel good but I can't go to my meeting tonight so that sucks. Maybe I will break out the big book a read some.
I went to a phy dude for my middle son, It seems my wife and I are not on the same page. Which really sucks because now we have manipulative kids that get away with every thing. We know have to work harder to hold up the punishment all the way trough the punishment cycle. It was fun and I need to start to improve as a father and a husband..
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I am going to take the boys individually to practice baseball today. I am really starting to get into this more after the party last night. It was a little weird because there are a lot of big drinkers, however some. yes some only had one drink. This is normal for people to have just one. Our parking space will rock for next year.
I have my son ready on the hitting, but there is a lot of work left on the fielding. I wish my wife never put this guilt on my shoulders. If he doesn't make try outs next week my wife will lose respect in me and that sucks. I don't perform well when you put too much upon my shoulders. I have carried enough on my shoulders during my drinking years and that about wiped my ass out. I am not sure what to do about this situation because I feel there is no way out. How can she blame me for something that is out of my control. This whole thing is getting me pissed off, so I am going.
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