meetings

I am dying for a meeting and it seems like I am running on a empty tank of gas. I have had a lot of shit going on in the last couple weeks mother's day and a convention took out my sunday night meeting. However I shall be there tomorrow night, thank god.

texas style meeting

I was at the compass group meeting tonight and yes they have smoking in the meeting. Wow this is the only city with the exception of denver that allows smoking that I have been too on my travels. It was a speakers meeting and the speaker never showed up. That was ok because some of the people shared. It is great to see aa every where I go. The meetings might be slightly different but the message is still the same. I needed a meeting tonight because I have been under a strain at work and I have been trying to control it myself without gods help. I know where that road will take me and I also know a meeting will get the me out my head. I feel good tonight that I am back on track at least for today.

to mas meetings

For me too many meetings keeps me hidden from reality . The real world is out there and I want to be a part of that world. The idea of dealing with the fears as a normal person is something I desire. I don't want to run back to the bottle or hide myself at a meeting. I want to confront issues head on. If we loose a leg we do not grow back a new one, but also we don't need to sit in a wheel chair the rest of our lives. To many of anything is bad for me and I will tend to become off balance. I am trying to live life on life's terms, not mine.