Wow love and tolerance is what I need to remember at meetings. It is easy for me to get a resentment.
Life is crazy my deadline is coming for my website so I am pushing as hard as I can to make the date.
I was pissed off at my oldest because I thought he took my Ipod. I was acting like the old behavior which was not good. I have to watch myself because I am quick to judge and 95% of the time I am wrong.
The boys have their soccer games tomorrow and pop warner football is starting soon. Running back and forth all Saturday is getting old quick.
This website is driving me nuts. There is some much to do and I am even having problems picking colors aaahhh. I need to move on so I sent it to some of my designer friends. The more I can deligate the better I will be. Some things need to go to god other things need to go to people who know what they are doing.
I need to go to a meeting today or tomorrow..

Wow there is something about silent films!!
We went to a party today at some friends house. There where 5 couples there and they were all drinking. Man its hard when it was a hot day and you have to watch your friends drink ice cold beer. I was bumming a little bit but I soon got over it because I went home.
I thought Peter Pan was made of only fairy tales.
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I went to my meeting tonight and it was just ok. I was just there in body and sometimes that has got to be good enough. I have to much shit going on in my mind.
The hard drive will cost $1689.00, so screw that I will deal with the missing data somehow some way. I still have some work re-doing multiple spreadsheets, but again whatever. I need to move on. This kind of shit is what I would drink about.
I want to go to the beach tomorrow but the townies will be packing it because of the holiday. So maybe I will be hanging out at the house.