happy mothers day

I am back from a short leave. The reason is that I had some obscene comments left about my cousin. So I took a short leave but back now and the people who left the comments, fuck you. Happy Mothers day to all my friends...

still sad

It is amazing how draining this funeral has been for me. I am wiped out and then I have to fly to NJ tomorrow. Do I hear a violin??

tears

my first tears rolled down down my face today. The death has caused me much grief. I was just sad all the way through the services. I am emotionally spent.

airport

I am getting ready to board a plane to head to florida. The funeral is tomorrow......

christine dead

My cousin died Friday night after leaving a bar. She hit a car and died on impact. She leaves 2 young kids motherless. I am headed to the funeral on Tuesday. This is the result of drinking and the consequence are that we die.

solar project.

I have been working on my solar project for over several months. I just finished the first prototype this weekend. I filmed it work and it was successful. So I hope to be working on the final prototype soon. I went to an AA meeting tonight and felt alone even with the people I know. I don't know why I am now feeling this now, but hopefully it will pass.

double dutch

I have been trying to be a little more creative in my approach to business. I am working hard so things should start coming in, you would think. Whatever, life is good. I am taking a guy around to meetings. He is older and needs to get this program quickly, because he is he won't make another winter. I don't know why some get it and others don't, but I am glad I am on the getting side.