Saturday, January 31, 2009

Rush Limbaugh

Under the make up Rush Limbaugh shows signs of years of drug abuse. He is a addict looking for a fix. If he stayed off the pills long enough maybe he would have clear thoughts not irrational. He truly lives in his own wacky world.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Super Bowl Ad Ban

I swear I love Peta. I am ok same old shit though.

Monday, January 26, 2009

green toliet paper rolls

Wow this is a cool photo. Its for recycling toilet paper rolls. I have been into the recycling culture for several years now. Being in that environment makes makes me feel passion again.

Back at fighting with the wife and I am getting tired of opening my fat mouth. I am the ultimate button pusher and I need to stop.

Sunday, January 25, 2009


Well the boys are sitting out on baseball this season. It was their decisions so that makes it final. My hopes for a baseball star in my family is fading. 2 boys want to play football and 1 wants to play soccer.
I was pushed into baseball and football as a kid and I ended up hating both sports. I played it in high school but it wasn't out the love for the sport. I ended up taking it out on the field which had a good result but my heart wasn't there mainly for football.
I am letting my boys make their own decisions on what they want to do in sports and then I will be behind them 100%.
Thanks Daave for getting my emotions running this morning.. lol

Saturday, January 24, 2009


Obama rocks and I am glad he is president. GW can go hide in his bunker now. I am feeling pretty good today. Last night I went to a jazz bar with my wife and friends and we had a cool time. I was the only sober one but that was ok because I had a lot of fun. You know living sober is the only way I can survive in this world and it requires God and meetings.

Friday, January 23, 2009

see you bitch

Bush needs to be charged for war crimes.

I am working my ass off and I am seeing results. This is a good thing.

Sunday, January 18, 2009


I am ok. I was just keeping in my head to long. I am out now going to meetings talking to program people and everything is back to where I need to be.

Friday, January 09, 2009


I feel as if all my thoughts are spinning in my head. I have soooo much shit going on. I talked with a couple program people tonight in an effort to gather my thoughts. All I heard was meeting, meeting and meeting.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009


All the new designs seem more simplistic. One thing that hasn't changed in AA is keeping it simple. A couple guys in my group went out and the results were no differnt. They have been keeping this thing called soberity not sacred. I am going with another brother to take one of them to the airport. We are flying him to a treatment center since all have been exhausted here.

one drink + one alcholic = death

Tuesday, January 06, 2009


When I was drinking I never looked up to the see the stars. I always looked down to see how many beers I had left.

My mother in law is still here and so is my sanity, so I guess everything is ok today.


I want the good days back. The job uncertainty is killing me.

My mother in law is still here and she is snoring right now. I can hear her from across the house. I am going to try to get some sleep.

Saturday, January 03, 2009


I am wondering if by blogging you lose weight. This guy apparently has lost weight from blogging.

My wifes new brakes cost me $403.00 today from PEP Boys. This sucked because we are tight on the money because the Christmas bills are coming.

Friday, January 02, 2009

future of me

The future is now and my deal is that without AA and god I have no future.

I am working on some future products that are truly green but without support it makes things difficult. I swear I beating my head against the wall and I just can't give up.

My Mother in law is in town and she drives me nuts. She is one of those people who know everything and talk over you. I would like to box her up and send her to an island with no inhabitants. So she can only talk to herself.