Monday, May 26, 2008

pork and beans

This is a strange video however the song seems catchy..

Hanging out today low profiling it. I guess I will cook some pork n beans and a grilled chicken.

no meeting

I didn't go to the meeting tonight because I wanted to be with my family. So, I didn't get a cake and my sponsor wanted to wait till next week anyways. He had his daughter's kids and I didn't need to much more to exempt myself.

I hate this time of the year around my birthday, it seems so ironic. I guess the past rushes through me as if it were my blood. Anyways thanks for all the congrads..

Sunday, May 25, 2008


I am taking my cake tonight for 4 years, which have been the best of my life. This is not because of any money, but because I have people who love me. It was never that way when I was drinking. I am hanging with the famila this weekend, since I have been out of town for a while on business. Have a great weekend...

Friday, May 23, 2008

back home from las vegas

Man, do I hate going to Las Vegas. The city has nothing I want now that I am sober. My boss was ridding my ass the whole time as I sat there watching him get drunk every night. All the other guys in our company drank their fair share as well. One guy they were up drinking with said on the next day, he didn't remember how he got back to his hotel room. He acted as though he was bewildered, and with out any behavioral concern. Whatever...

I am glad to be home and will take a birthday cake this Sunday night.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

still in vegas

I am still here in vegas and leaving tomorrow. Six days in vegas is to long. I am sober and still believe in god so that's a good thing.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

4 years on May 17th

I will have 4 years this Saturday and unfortunately I will be in Vegas at a convention for 6 days and that sucks. I have this convention every year and my birthday always falls during the convention. The good things are I have my family back I love very much. My wife and I are close now and I have god in my life.. That alone is huge for a guy like me.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008


The kids have made me wish Scottie would beam me up.. On my way to vegas for a day, sucks.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

my three sons

Thank god I am sober today so that I won't worry about getting arrested. My boys are driving me mad. They miss their mom so much that it starts to become annoying when they ask every 10 minutes "when is mom coming home?"

What about me??

Monday, May 12, 2008

not guilty

We went to court today with a guy in our group. We had an 20 brothers there with him for support. This program shows us how powerful we are together. My wife headed to the east coast tonight on business and now I have the three boys all by myself. Yikes..

Sunday, May 11, 2008

happy mothers day

I am back from a short leave. The reason is that I had some obscene comments left about my cousin. So I took a short leave but back now and the people who left the comments, fuck you. Happy Mothers day to all my friends...