Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
Well the work on this so called project of mine has given me a roller coaster ride of emotions. It has mainly been fear, fear of failure, fear that I am not good enough, etc. I need a more positive vibe in my life, maybe a prayer, maybe a meeting.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
I need more time to blog because it makes me feel good.
Friday, June 13, 2008
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Tonight I took my cake tonight for 4 years. That was pretty cool and it has not been easy but more than well worth the effort. I had not been able to go to my home group meeting for 2 weeks and felt a little out of place. However when I was out of town I picked up some meetings. I have been in a funk because our company let 5 people go and I feel certain that I am on that next list. I just pray to god it doesn't turn out that way. I have been preparing myself in case it does happen. That is something I would not do if I was drinking.