Saturday, June 28, 2008

football season

I have to go with my oldest boy (Photo) to pick up his football gear. It is a another season and I am happy to be sober so I can be there for him. He would not allow me to be around if I were drinking, so this is a gift of sobriety.

Friday, June 27, 2008


I am scheduling the trips for the next 8 weeks, so I hope to see my blogopia friends.

Well the work on this so called project of mine has given me a roller coaster ride of emotions. It has mainly been fear, fear of failure, fear that I am not good enough, etc. I need a more positive vibe in my life, maybe a prayer, maybe a meeting.

Thursday, June 26, 2008


I am so going crazy. To many balls in there air at this time, which results in late nights and early mornings. I am still sober and that is what matters..

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

working my ass off

I have been busting my ass staying sober and trying to get an implausible idea off the ground. So far we have a dead line of the end of July to enter a design contest. If this wins then it will launch, so basically there is no 2nd place. I have a great team that I assembled and we will see.

I need more time to blog because it makes me feel good.

Friday, June 13, 2008

back to blog

I have been busting my ass on getting business and starting my new company. The new company process has been hard and it consumes my energy, whats left of it. I am sober and god is blessing me in my life.

Sunday, June 01, 2008

took my cake

Tonight I took my cake tonight for 4 years. That was pretty cool and it has not been easy but more than well worth the effort. I had not been able to go to my home group meeting for 2 weeks and felt a little out of place. However when I was out of town I picked up some meetings. I have been in a funk because our company let 5 people go and I feel certain that I am on that next list. I just pray to god it doesn't turn out that way. I have been preparing myself in case it does happen. That is something I would not do if I was drinking.