Saturday, June 30, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Phoenix had its temptations since the weather was hot and a cold beer sounded good. Put it left as fast as it came. You know, we are real winner's today.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
Saturday, June 23, 2007
A guy in our home group had a call I never want to take. The highway patrol called him to say that his teenage daughter died in a car crash. She was not wearing her seat belt and was thrown from the car. Also they are going to do a toxicology test. She was driving the car.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Friday, June 15, 2007
I found this photo in my camera which I had taken the photo in vegas last month. All is well at the home front and I wish you all well as well. yikes..
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
What the hell, I am beat.. I have been busting my ass all week and my boss wants more. He can kiss my ass because I not working like a dog unless he throws me some bones.
My youngest is graduating from kindergarten tomorrow. He thinks he is in the bigtime now.. Maybe he is..
Monday, June 11, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
I went to my sons baseball party and every was drinking beer. I was a little uncomfortable, but hung anyways. I guess since it was warm out a sunny beer sounded good. It only lasted a second, because if I going out it's going to be several beer trucks. Besides these guys were buzzed on a few beers. I had fun after a while and added some humor flavor to the conversation. My son was glad I went and thats all I care about.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
I had dinner tonight with my wife and several friends of ours. They are norms but fun to hang around. They were drinking martini's but had just two each. So it's perfect for me to be around, because they don't drink a lot. For some reason the more a person drinks the more I want to drink. So if someone is drunk, that is the type of buzz I would want.
I can't hide from the world just because my life style is now different. If I am truly to survive, I need to coexist in a drinking and using world. That's what AA allows me to do, coexist.
I am having a late night trying to place a .swf file into a blog centered. The height and width keeps screwing up. It's in blogger and I am doing it for my clients. Whatever it seems like this crap is un-ending. Rusty is good so maybe she or anyone else can help me. I just a little run down, so sleep tight.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Monday, June 04, 2007
Well my son's last baseball game was tonight and they lost 5 to 2. He struck out and popped out and of course it was with his new bat. I felt bad for him because he wanted to hit the ball so bad. He will have to wait till winter ball to get another chance. All three will be playing winter baseball, but for now it will be soccer for the youngest two and football for the oldest.Well the funeral is Thursday and I am really not looking forward to going. The emotional ride I have been on is exhausting. I need to do it for his kids and wife, they need our support so I will suck it up. I am a alcoholic and the things that make me feel uncomfortable are the things I need to do.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
I am heading out to practice with my oldest boy. His team is in the playoffs and I bought him a lighter bat. He was a switch hitter last year and the bat he has is to heavy to hit left handed. So there go's another $100.00. He wants to switch hit in the playoffs because of the left handed pitchers.
My wife is back from oregon and the boys are happy. They really love their mother..She bought me the new book by Cormac McCarthy. He is my favorite author..
Saturday, June 02, 2007
I am looking for laughter this weekend, because I need to laugh.