Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

kids

Well I won the battle of will with my 6 year old son. He ended up a school with out crying. I won this one but tomorrow the challenge begins again. I can feel it in the air.

Fire season is still here and we had a large one about 4 miles from the house today. I will take a photo next time, because I was to tired today. I am running on minimal energy. I dont want to sound like a baby, but this is a bitch.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

extreme sleep

[Like any extreme activity, it requires the nerves of steel, good choice of timing, location and the absence of suspicious cops. All this however is easier to achieve, because you are, well... asleep, so you can trust the unseen powers to take care of the rest. Long & restful sleep is by no means guaranteed, but perhaps somebody will take your picture and you'll wake up famous]. link via: (mo geek news)

Friday, January 18, 2008

caged

Addiction is sometimes like having a caged animal inside of you.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Beijing's penis emporium

"On a dark street in Beijing but my appetite seems to have gone for a stroll outside. Nancy has brought out a whole selection of delicacies. They are draped awkwardly across a huge platter, with a crocodile carved out of a carrot as the centrepiece. Nestling beside the dog's penis are its clammy testicles, and beside that a giant salami-shaped object. "Donkey," says Nancy. "Good for the skin..." She guides me round the penis platter. "Snake. Very potent. They have two penises each." I did not know that. "BBC link

Friday, January 11, 2008

home tomorrow

Tomorrow we will be home.. Thank god. Our flight leaves JFK at 5:30pm..

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

headed for Connecticut

We are leaving tomorrow for Connecticut. That we will be the final run to our trip. I am wanting to go home no meetings here.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

still in vermont

I am still here with tons of snow.

Monday, January 07, 2008

Vermont

I am in Vermont right now and it reminds me of California. That is the people, laid back and from the 60's kind of liberal ideals. That is fine with me. I was hoping to catch a meeting, however the place we are in a remote area. There are hippie communes close by however that won't work..

Sunday, January 06, 2008

not fun

This place is driving me nuts, I am in the Adirondacks and there is still a lot of snow. We are in a small town and I am getting stir crazy, plus my wifes family is driving me nuts.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

inlaws

I am at my in laws house in New Jersey. Yikes I thought this was a vacation. I really was opening this would be relaxing. We are heading to up state NY tomorrow which will be a 5 hours with 7 kids, wow.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

half me

I am down in the dumps today and I am not sure why. Well I think I know why its this project from last year 07 that I keep wanting to carry. I need to give it to god like the blue book says. Why is the book blue? Does anyone know the answer to that? AA trivia.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

my mouth

Damn, I have to watch my mouth at work. I told another girl in the office that my assistant was a lazy ass and how I wished she (the other girl) was my assistant. Well that got back to my assistant and all hell broke loose. Hell it was the truth however my assistant felt bad. I apologized and blamed my words on the pressure I am under. I am not a good liar and I think she knows that, but whatever. I am damn sure not going to drink over her lazy ass.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

2008

I stayed sober through 2007 and made it through New Years sober. Now living sober for today starts again as we begin 2008. I am going to make more meetings this year and do my steps again. I am also going to make more calls on the phone list. My sobriety is a gift from god and alcoholics anonymous and can be taken away at anytime. link Cool site check it out. icon addicts

Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year

Well the party is over and I am sober. Wow, there was a couple new people at our party and one of the mom's had her boobs almost hanging out. What an outfit it was or should I say barely of any fabric. The main thing is that my wife had fun and I hung with the men. They drank less than the women which blew my mind. The guys were basically light weights which was fine by me. I still felt uncomfortable with everyone drinking and I guess that it will never go away. Maybe the day I feel comfortable will be the day I start drinking again. Happy New Year blog buddies..

Sunday, December 30, 2007

returns

I spent some of the day returning crap I got at Christmas. These were the worst lines I have seen at every store that I returned items. I was trying to keep my cool while others in line were bitching. I felt like saying we all have better thing to do so shut the hell up. Anyways I am headed to a meeting tonight so that is a good thing..

Saturday, December 29, 2007

angels

I guess if I had an angel this would be mine. It maybe because it would be just my luck.

I have to start getting the house ready for our New Years party. My wife has made me a list and it's quite long. I really just want to be a bum today. I promise I will post photos.

Friday, December 28, 2007

sleep overs

Say no to your kids sleep over friends. My much beloved sleep is gone as quick as it came. This friend of my son's is a walking alarm clock. My head is killing me and I feel like shit. He was up all night and I am sure his parents got sleep.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

good day

I finished the flash presentation for work today, yeaaah. I can finally get a few days of down time. I want to go to a meeting tomorrow night just for the hell of it. I need the coins in my sobriety bank and meetings are the best way to get them.. I have one shot at this deal so I can't afford any dumbass mistakes.

We are having a New Years Eve party at our house and there will be drinking. I don't like the idea, but my wife shouldn't have to suffer because of me. Everyone we are inviting only drink a few, which is something I will never get.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

mobiscope

I have downloaded this and it works right off my Blackberry. This product is truly cool and an alcoholics dream by watching what the hell is going on in my house while at work.

Monitor your home/office activities in realtime. Be sure of safety of your children when you are away. Motion detector – start recording when Mobiscope detects a disturbance. click link

meeting

This time of year I am always looking for a meeting. I use to drink a lot all the time, but the holidays it seemed to be in excess.

The boys had fun today opening their presents and my wife did as well. My wife got me some shirts and ties and the colors were horrible. She never seems to get me what I want, but I am not going to drink about it. So I took the boys to a park and we played football. It was fun seeing them enjoy themselves. Happy Holidays to all in blogland.