Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
The funny part is before I went to the meeting my boss sent me one of his snotty emails. So as a true alcoholic, I emailed him back with smart ass remark. I thought what an asshole how dare he, and now after the meeting I wish I didn't send the email.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
My youngest and I really bonded today. It was great and I feel like we are closer. I give him a harder time than I do with the other two boys and I don't know why.
I am only ¼ done cleaning the house, so I have a long way to go. I am really trying to get it done before my wife gets home. I am just grateful that I know my kids ♥ me and that makes me happy.
- Kids stayed home sick today.
- Car battery died. AAA, My three boys and PEP Boys Automotive (three brothers own).
- The dog threw up on the rug. Scrambled eggs are no more for me.
- The house looks like a hell hole. Not that I would know..
- My boss called and literally pissed me off. fuck him..
- My work is piling up. More work for the weekend..
- I am starting to feel sick. Oh no..
- There is nothing to eat in the house. Like steak or steak..
- We are out of cat food. I can't take my boys to the store..
- My wife for leaving me with these monsters. It is her fault..
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
My youngest son has been sick. We have taken him to Children's Hospital twice now in a week. His thyroid was enflamed and they did blood tests for cancer, he was put on a large dose of amoxicillin. Now his ear blows out and is infected. I have been praying and trying to sleep. Technorati Tags: sick
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Friday, September 15, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Friday, September 08, 2006
This is a very good read.Children of Alcoholics
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Startling research aimed at determining why Russians are among the worse drivers in Europe has revealed that it can be largely attributed to a penchant for getting their ends away while behind the wheel, Mosnews reports.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
My first taste of AA was when I was in rehab, I wanted the program, and I wanted to live. I got a sponsor, a commitment and did 90 meetings in ninety days. I still attend at least two meetings a week. I am working the steps and living as close as I can to a normal life. That is, I am not hiding in the rooms of AA with worldly resentments and fear. Today I am living life on life’s terms.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Monday, September 04, 2006
Sunday, September 03, 2006
We where at out neighbors house for a cook out/pool party. The kids were having fun swimming and playing baseball. There were a few people drinking beer and mixed drinks. I don't let the people who drink around me bother me anymore. I use to hold resentments towards the friends who would drink around me, basically cutting relationships off. This just seemed to make things uncomfortable for my wife and kids. Any ways, the time was getting closer to when I had to go to my meeting. I was going back and forth about leaving, because I always leave on Sunday and go to the meeting. I knew my wife would be happy if I stayed, so that's what I decided. I am glad I did because I had a really fun time. It also gave me a chance to heal some broken bonds I made after I got sober.
The kicker was that I went to the cooler to get a soda. The only thing left was 6 Pacifico's and I laughed because that wouldn't be enough for me. If I do pick up a drink it won't be just one.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
I always liked the chaos and action flowing around me. I grew up in a big family and people were always coming and going. I think the chaos had a big part in my sobriety. Because I could not stay isolated for long and the boys drained all my thinking energy. Life is good today and I am sober.