Thits is my next deal that I am going to quit. The key word is going to.
Worked all yesterday and pretty much 4 more hours today, It will be great to have a weekend soon that will be relaxing.
What the hell am I still up for.. Oh yeah I drank coffee late today and now I am being punished by the caffeine god.
I am listening to Jefferson Airplane right now and white rabbit is on.. Wow I am remember when I dropped window pane and listened to this song.. Those were the bad days, but I am sober and the door man can kiss my ass.
Well it is my other birthday today and I have been sober for over 4 years. Therefore I love the program and god, because without one of these I would have been dead by now. I think I was born on a Friday, pretty scary.
We have growing number of people coming into our rehabs in socal. Are they looking for a better life or is it just a fad. Some of the people seem to think that this is a game and for a guy like me thats a resentment real quick. I have seen people die trying to stay sober so this shit is no joke.