Saturday, June 12, 2010

Here but Where

I have 6 years now and my B date is May 17th. I feel good just beat from trying to get two companies off the ground. I hit meetings every week so that hasn't changed and I am still calling my sponsor everyday.. Wow a lot of phone calls over the 6 years. Thanks Garner I saw your email and broke away from my chaotic life for a second.. I will keep in touch my bros and sistas..

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Meeting

I use to drink out of any type of bottle. I preferred the larger ones though.

Went to a meeting tonight and there was a lot of new faces and some not. One person had gone out after having 10 years to try it once more. Same results and the same story as everyone else who goes out, it just doesn't work.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Where the Hell have I been

Wow I am coming up on 6 years and I have been working my ass off trying to get 2 company's off the ground. I have been tempted to drink but just not today. I am trying to get back to blogging, TIME. Hitting meetings and calling my sponsor everyday is what I do.

I really don't have the desire to drink nor the energy. I am to tired to go chasing that anymore. Looking back it is hard to believe all the hiding and running around I did for WHAT? I like waking up with a clear head every morning, its a good thing.

Friday, January 08, 2010

HERE

I am watching of all shows celebrity rehab. Some seem real others I am not sure of. When I was drinking and using I was a celebrity too. So I thought...

Man this working on your own thing is for the birds because I feel like I am working for free. Well I am for now.