Pride

I went to a meeting tonight with a friend of mine. I saw a couple people from my home group and that was cool. The meeting was all about pride. For me too much of anything is not good and that includes pride. I need just enough to keep my self esteem afloat and the rest could go down the drain for all I care. For me when I gave up alcohol I gave up a lot of my pride. Pride seems to be in a more manageable dose now.

The funny part is before I went to the meeting my boss sent me one of his snotty emails. So as a true alcoholic, I emailed him back with smart ass remark. I thought what an asshole how dare he, and now after the meeting I wish I didn't send the email.