2008

I stayed sober through 2007 and made it through New Years sober. Now living sober for today starts again as we begin 2008. I am going to make more meetings this year and do my steps again. I am also going to make more calls on the phone list. My sobriety is a gift from god and alcoholics anonymous and can be taken away at anytime. link Cool site check it out. icon addicts

hiring an assistant

This whole hiring someone sux. I have been going through resumes with 4+ typos in the first paragraph. Also some of these people just don't get the idea of attaching their resume. They send it on the email itself. That to me is not professional. There is a good side to this because I have taken more power back from god. just kidding...

exit

This is a shitty deal, why do have I have to live with constant doom of the next drink? It seems to follow me around everywhere. I know when I crossed that line, however I just couldn't cut down on my drinking. It's was after that point it began to take over my life and now it waits for me to make one mistake. Step 1.

I am trying to prepare for this new deal early next week and I just need more guidance from god. I fear change when actually I should fear not changing.

beach

My son is having his birthday tomorrow at the beach. The party starts at 5pm and we are having a bonfire in a fire pit at the beach. There will be hot dogs, chips, roasted marshmallows and no alcohol or drugs. Since I have been sober I have noticed god is alive inside of me.

I rock

I am starting to jam at my work. I know it is not just me pulling the strings, but it is god. The big guy has been hooking me up and for that I am grateful. I have been in the trenches for 2 1/2 half years getting my ass shot off. I have been praying hard not for money but less stress and today I feel good.