Snoopy and Charlie Browns

Hey, which charlie brown do you like better?

Salt Lake City

I have to fly to Salt Lake City tomorrow for a meeting. I am prepared for the meeting, well I think so.. I hate doubting myself, because it just makes things more difficult. It is like some days you have the mojo and other days you don't have shit. The only thing I can do is pray to god that I will have what it takes tomorrow to get the deal done. It is the whole thing about getting the little man off my neck. I believe if I just get a inch I will be better off. I feel like the dog chasing the rabbit and I just need to catch it once in a while.

Serenity?

30 Boxes Calendar

30 Boxes is a real cool easy to use Calendar. This is a good way to stay organized and is the best calendar I have seen.

Need a Cab in San Francisco

Cab Spoting Man this is totally cool. To bad they don't show the people getting hit by the SF cabs.

Alcoholic Mind

Try to read the words...

Alcohol vs AA

The promises that alcohol makes are lies. The promises in AA are the truth.

Cake Night

I take my two year cake tonight and my sponsor is giving it to me. I just know I am lucky that I'm sober today and the last two years haven't been easy but my life is truly better. Today I went with my 7 year old son to a birthday party for a classmate of his and we played putt putt golf. I tagged along with my son because he asked me to go with him. That is one of the promises in this simple program; the rewards of living life sober with a god of my understanding and being loved by your family. Milk goes better with cake than coffee...

Kids

My boys are driving me nuts today.... I fixed haloscan for JJ and now everyone in my neighborhood know what a odeo is.. I had my volume up loud "What the Fuck is odeo"...jj

"I have a serious bladder problem."

Man I could have used this when I was drinking, I would have always been on time.

Back in the Water

My 9 year old is bugging me to teach him how to surf. I haven't been in the water for a while, so I am not looking forward to the arm burn from paddling. He really wants this bad so I am getting the boards out this weekend to check for any repair issues. Maybe this will help our relationship grow stronger.

Cool Aids Awareness Video

This French AIDS awareness video, wherein a young woman has sex with a variety of unsatisfying partners until finally finding “the one,” has been making the internet rounds of late. At first I thought it was awful progressive that one of the young lady’s suitors is a black man—progressive, that is, until the stereotyping begins…

Back from Vegas (hell)

I am back from sin city and I am sober. For someone like me that is a miracle.

still in VEGAS

I have made it through today being a sober person in a drunk city.I give the credit to alcoholics anonymous and god. This year seemed much more managable than last year. Why because of belief in a program and god. My life has never been better.

Vegas

Thank god for the blackberry the wifi is down at the hotel I am staying at the Wynn hotel and the place is unbelievable. The have a plasa tv in the bedroom and the bathroom. However my demon lurks in the minibar and the casino below. I loved to come here when I was drinking and its no wonder. Free alcohol was the key for me and it didn't matter how much I lost. The casinos where my higher power, no actually alcohol was. I am sober today and I don't need to waste my families money.

MIA ty HP

Scott W. Where the fuck are you?????

Airport

I am sitting here at the airport way to early(2 hours prior to flight). I guess it is just my comfort zone. I am a little anxious about seeing my boss. I just don't know how he is going to act and Iam struggling to stay on my side of the street. I have to keep the gratitude infront of the feelings of poor me. I have to keep trying to put my trust (full trust) in god. I always seem to take the controls away from god and by doing so my world turns to shit. I am giving it back to now and hopefully that where it will stay.

Working Parents

My wife and I are both working now and we are scrambling for: -Finances -Family time -Business time -Personal time -Together time.... Just any time....

Las Vegas for a Convention

I will be in Las Vegas for a convention and I have my big book (5 1/2" x 8"), my phone list and a meeting schedule printed as well as on pdf  for my blackberry. This has always been the hardest time of the year for me because as you know Las Vegas is a city with few if any morals. This was my sobriety testing ground last year and will be the same for this year. My boss (salary cutter) and friends will be gambling and getting drunk. I on the other hand can't gamble from lack of funds and can't drink for lack of tolerance. I know when I get on that plane Saturday morning the circus will be starting. I will just have to stay close to god and my friends in Alcoholics Anonymous.

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10 Things You Don't Need

I damn sure don't need any of these 10 things. -Smoking baby -Silk Marajuna Plants -Custom Painting of You as Mona Lisa -......