Airport

I am sitting here at the airport way to early(2 hours prior to flight). I guess it is just my comfort zone. I am a little anxious about seeing my boss. I just don't know how he is going to act and Iam struggling to stay on my side of the street. I have to keep the gratitude infront of the feelings of poor me. I have to keep trying to put my trust (full trust) in god. I always seem to take the controls away from god and by doing so my world turns to shit. I am giving it back to now and hopefully that where it will stay.