It could be worse

After I woke up this morning I didn't get sick. I ended up taking my sons to their soccer games. No matter how much my ass feels like falling off I just can't drink. I have to do this on a daily basis. I accomplished it today by waking up praying to the god of my choice. I thanked him to his grace followed by my daily reprieve. I have tough times ahead, but they will just get worse by drinking. Today I am ok with not drinking just for today.