What In The Fuck are you looking at?

I use to have the attitude of fuck them when people use to look at me when I was drinking. Do you want a part of me, I will fuck you up, I can drink you under the table any day etc. I use to really believe that people wanted to be like me a big and tough drinker. I expect when looking back at it now they probaly said, I hope that guy will be ok, It is sad to him that way, I hope the kids are ok. I don't ever want to be that drunk person again, however I only have today.