Morning Drinker

I always felt when I woke in the morning that I needed a drink. I just couldn't make it with out at least a couple drinks. After I had the alcohol in my system everything felt ok. I would take a shower and get ready for work. This ritual lasted for awhile until one day I could not pour the drink. My hands just didn't work, because they were shaking to hard. I stumbled inside and lied upon the bed sweating and shaking violently. I was rushed to the hospital and ended up in detox. I don't have the ability to stay sober on my own.