My meeting today went really well in my partnership of a solar product. I hope to get this job to help launch it. My job is still up in the air so we shall see. I am just keeping one foot in front of the other. I am also praying and stay close to AA.
I am headed for Santa Monica tonight because I have a 8:30 am meeting. I am fighting to get these deals closed so my life will be easier. I will know this week if my job will still be in my hands.
My wife is at a fund raiser for a friend of ours who is dying of stage 4 cancer. She would love to have my problems instead of her inevitable death. I need to start being more grateful on a daily basis. I am a pretty lucky guy.
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I have been really busting my ass to try to get my sales up. The economy has not been helping me however there are still plenty of projects going on. I am hanging on by a thread for my job and the odds are in my favor to make my quota. I have 2 jobs left to get so we will see.
My wife is back to normal so that is good and the boys are good. I am still sober so that is also good. I just need to get some meetings under my belt.
Well my my wife isn't coming home till tomorrow night and my boss switched our meeting from Tuesday to tomorrow. I am basically fucked. I have some friends helping me I am just praying everything will go smooth.
I have to do an install tomorrow night for my boss so I wont even get to see my wife till Wednesday. I guess that is life. At least I am still sober and clean.
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Other than dealing with the three piece suit technorati clowns, I had a good day. It is baseball practice for the boys. I have to get them ready for baseball try outs. Sobriety isn't to bad. I have quality problems today.
In the beginning I loved myself the more I drank. It made me seem funny and it made me a lot of friends. I felt as one with my true self. Not long after I hated myself. I did everything I could to end my life short of putting a bullet between my ears. I would be in bed shaking with DT's asking god to take my life. Today, I like myself more each day because today I am sober.
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