Ego or the Power

I spoke with a business associate of mine on Friday. I really laid in on him about not having my sample ready to send to my client. He was moving his plant and I had run out of patience. I let me have it about delaying me for two weeks. I told him that he is costing our company a lot of money and I asked him, " are you trying to kill me?" I found out today that he died of a heart attack on Saturday. I felt somehow responcible for his death. Do I have the ability to controll who lives and dies? No, the last time I checked there is already a God. It amazes me how close we keep that stick we use to beat ourselves up. I need a meeting.