Peace

This what I have been searching. Even though it may last only a sort while. Drinking it wasn't the same after awhile it became a chase with no end and with no results. The kids and wife are out of town and its just me and the dog and of course a fire outback. This is a time when I feel gods presence and its comforting. I think its worth any hardship you go through in sobriety to be able to have days or evenings like this. They maybe few but they just get better and last a tiny bit longer.