Saturday, March 24, 2007

fence sitter

I have been trying to ignore the fact that I need at least another meeting in my weekly routine. I have to be careful of not trying to run my own program. I ran my program for years and it never worked, I ended up drunk. Maybe I am just going through a stage in my recovery and things will change in my attitude in time. I guess, this ambivalent feeling that is inside of me must leave soon. Whatever, I am thinking to much on what is wrong instead of taking action.

My son's baseball game is at 7:00pm tonight and hopefully I will have fun.

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