to mas meetings

For me too many meetings keeps me hidden from reality . The real world is out there and I want to be a part of that world. The idea of dealing with the fears as a normal person is something I desire. I don't want to run back to the bottle or hide myself at a meeting. I want to confront issues head on. If we loose a leg we do not grow back a new one, but also we don't need to sit in a wheel chair the rest of our lives. To many of anything is bad for me and I will tend to become off balance. I am trying to live life on life's terms, not mine.