FEAR

I am feeling good about the desire to drink has left me for today. It like is to take me out at my weak times.

The economic times plays havoc with my sobriety and this is all just a result of fear. That's why in the 3rd step you need to give all this over to someone and that person is GOD. I have been in the program for almost 5 years and I still take these problems back from god, because at the time I believe I am the one that needs to take care of it.

I think it is from the lack of my faith with god. He has let me down in the past so I don't want to put to much on his plate because it may not get done to my satisfaction. This is work in progress and takes time but as long as keep praying and going to meeting, there will come a time when I give my fears to god and never take them back.