Here

Here in vegas is like being in a prison. I am watching all these assholes drink their fill. There is something about being in a desert that makes one thirsty for alcohol. Tough town, but I have my big book. I will catch up on my peeps, hopefully tomorrow.

las vegas

I am heading to las vegas tomorrow, it's the city I hate with a passion. I guess I have had to many drunks there. I am seeing the little man (my boss) and I am asking for mo money. I hope he gives it to me, because I need some debt relief. I have been fighting with unions all day on my projects, so me es muy cansado. Thats a little spanish for the english impaired. I hope everyone is well. I will keep in touch while I am in the city of sin.

right path

Everything I have been doing has been on the right path. It has been amazing the things that are happening to me. I feel as though I have grown as a person and a man. I still have my twisted ways (per scott), but thats ok today. Sometimes this deal we do to remain sober takes time for the results or promises. But if you stay the course you will eventually see the results and for that I am grateful.

cinco de mayo

Yes, it is like a fourth of July for the mexican people. When I drank, I use to always pound tequila on this celebration day. Our neighborhood usually goes nuts with parties every 5 houses. I am inside and safe from the parties. Also I am playing golf with guys in the program tomorrow morning. Our tee off time is at 6:30 am, so a good night sleep would be a good idea. Be safe and Sober..

on the run

I have been running around today trying to get projects, bids, etc closed up. I have to get all this done today, because tonight my son has a baseball game. Rain is in the air, but this is socal, so it probably won't rain. I am looking forward to a great week end with my family. I hope all of you peeps (sober chic's term) have a great week end as well.

Sutree

Watch and learn, what a great site. I can watch videos of how to make origami's or learn about cloning cells. Great stuff and this site is FREE. link

not here

I feel like hiding or getting away tonight. Everything seems to make my head pound louder. I am just plain beat from making sure everything is done, dishes, baseball practice, paper work, bills, etc. You know, life gets hard sometimes by there is always tomorrow. It's the opportunity for a new day, how great is that?

what

I, no, we are on satan's list. Thats pretty creepy, however my beliefs may not be the same as yours, so practice your religion where it belongs, in a church.

I am feeling good today and I know why, because I am spending more time with the family. Yesterday we went to a park by the beach and out to dinner. I really need to do the family thing even though it is hard, because I grew in the house of hell (alcoholic house). The chain is broken today and at least my kids know you don't have to drink to deal with your fear.

dating

If you are thinking about dating you might need some practice. link

kids and pools

We had a friend of ours lose their little boy to the bottom of the pool. As it gets to be summer we need to keep a close eye out on our kids. It is a horrible feeling as a parent to know your child died in fear. I just pray for this family every day, because I know it would kill me if something happened to one of my boys.

I am in the office this week and out again the next two weeks to Las Vegas for convention land. yikes this town scares the hell out of me. mo mo meetings..

waiting

I am still waiting for these projects to close. I have been waiting for the dreaded phone call. I don't know why I have been putting so much value into these projects, I feel good and my family love me. What else could I want, but to make life easier. Why is it so difficult to move a little closer towards success.

The boys have baseball practice today and now they are fighting, got to go.

Recycled Weekend

I have been working on new products that are recycled, so if you know of any new materials please contact me.

I am going to take the boys individually to practice baseball today. I am really starting to get into this more after the party last night. It was a little weird because there are a lot of big drinkers, however some. yes some only had one drink. This is normal for people to have just one. Our parking space will rock for next year.

back

Off the air from a security breech. Watch out for a Roswell Georgia connecting through a sprint wireless card.

Man, did I miss posting on this blog. It seems to keep me connected for whatever reason. I had a great day today which was filled with baseball and going to a party with my wife. It was casino night w/ dancing benefit for our little league. It was a gambling tune up for my trip to vegas in a week. We had fun dancing and bidding on the prize auctions. It was all for a good cause. Since we have three boys playing baseball the final auction was front row parking which, we out bid everyone else on. I had fun tonight and I didn't drink, it can happen.

airport

Yes, I am in paradise a airport lobby. There is a guy sitting here with hearing aids in both ears and talking real loud. He is making my head pound and you can hear him all over the concourse. I see all the same strange airport people are all around, it's a circus side show. My flight is delayed an hour and I am probably going to get in late now. I have a early meeting tomorrow and if I had a pillow I would go to sleep here on the floor.

I have been in this weird depressed state all day. I felt like drinking, but it didn't last long. I am not sure what it is work, sleep, food, aa birthday coming, financial, lonely, age, meeting, or just a lack of.

Barbitch

Damn, I think I might have to get one of these dolls. link

I head for Seattle tomorrow on business.I feel like when will this tour end. I know some people like to travel, but this is getting to be crazy. The next 8 weeks are the same, hell the rest of the year is travel...

old timers

Old timers in a meetings are very important. They give the newcomers as well as me hope. I want to know that living sober in life can be accomplished through age. All I can to do is live for today, but man they are comfort for me.

Alec Baldwin

All parents get angry at their children, but arguments usually remain in the household. If you're Alec Baldwin and you call your 11-year-old daughter a "rude little pig" on voice mail, however, you no longer can expect your outburst to remain in the family.washington post

I have said worse to my kids and I am a good father to my boys. Give Alec a break, it is hard raising kids today married let alone divorced. The thing that bugs me is Sean Hannity's comment that "Alec should do jail time for what he said". Sean is a idiot for making that comment, besides what does he know about raising kids? Sean Hannity as become the Drama Queen of the news. I think he has been hanging out with Marv Albert.

My peeps

Have a good sober week end

why

I just got back from my oldest sons game and he did OK. He had two drop fly's, a triple, and two walks. My youngest son played T-ball earlier and got a double. I am tired of baseball with all three boys playing. I never thought I would ever say that a year ago. But here I am at 10:00 pm just returning home from the game exhausted. Kids are great, but where is the down time.