I am at point in recovery where meetings are not whats keeping me sober any more. God is keeping me sober by his belief alone. That is a twelve and final step in this block. I am enjoying a one on one recovery which god provides. I don't have to listen to pariahs any more.
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Meeting are where I get the reminders about everything.
I find that if I don't go to meetings, I get too sure of myself. I need to be reminded that I'm not the one in charge.
I agree it is God that keeps us sober. I also agree that meetings aren't what keep us sober. You need to be active in the 12th step, though, whether through meetings or elsewhere. I'm sure you are aware of this, though. If you aren't serving at meetings, my belief is that you need to be serving humankind in some sort of selfless ministry. I think that is what God wants us to get out of the program. That is truly what gets us out of ourselves and keeps us sober.
Pariahs? I dont understand.
K.
well damn thats downright scary! but love to you.
Amen!
I haven't been going to many meetings lately myself, but I do worry when I make excuses not to go to meetings by judging the people who are at the meetings. Usually that means I'm not in the right state of mind.
I sound like a pariah, don't I? Eeeeeuch!
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