Subservient

When I use to drink it made me feel strong and secure. I often hear in meetings that it was like loving someone who doesn’t love you. You become infatuated and will do anything for them; even if it meant driving miles and crossing state lines to find them. I use to get up at 3:00 am and look for a Liquor store that was open. I would search the garage at 7:00 am looking for an extra bottle. I just needed a little drink to start my day. Since I have been sober I have yet do anything with as much determination as I did chasing that high. photo by: Michal Podobycko.