Everything Is Good?

I went to my sons soccer games it was a good begining. Everyone was happy and laughing. Some friends were all going to take their kids out for pizza and invited us. I was feeling like maybe if I went I could have just one beer with the guys. I could show my wife I could just drink one and that would be it. My mind began setting the whole thing up of how I could pull this off. The only problem that I wanted more not one as many as possible to make up for lost time. I am a thirsty person by nature so why not a couple 3 or 4 and I could drink these prior to going to the pizza place. Where would I go to drink them so my family could'nt see me. Fuck that my mind was setting me up for a relapse, I decided to go to a meeting.