I have begun writing down all resentments and what's my part in the whole thing. I have been in a bad mood and pissed off at anyone who comes near me. I was feeling pretty good before I started and now it seems my head is spinning and I am just mad. I know it is the clearing of the inventory, but shit this sucks. I guess the part I had in the deal is still my problem. However I need to get this done in order to protect my sobriety.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
4th Step
I have begun writing down all resentments and what's my part in the whole thing. I have been in a bad mood and pissed off at anyone who comes near me. I was feeling pretty good before I started and now it seems my head is spinning and I am just mad. I know it is the clearing of the inventory, but shit this sucks. I guess the part I had in the deal is still my problem. However I need to get this done in order to protect my sobriety.
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Its not easy, but just keep at it. The rewards are incredible.
The rewards are incredible, just keep going.
Sounds like the mood I've been in.
I see you,
JJ
It's part of the work we do so we can get the promises.
it can suck - I tried to be as objective as possible when I got into it. I also had to list good things about me...
hang in there lash... it is part of the process, revisting some of these things... but like trudge said, the reward, makes it all worth it...
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