Meeting

It was my turn as secretary at tonights mens meeting and I share the responsibility with another person. I felt a little uncomfortable at the end of the meeting, because I had to go to the bathroom so bad I had almost urinated in my pants. Anyways this guy at the meeting just gets under my skin so bad that I think I am going to knock him out one of these times. He really tries to take control and he is so damn condescending that it makes me sick. I know I am not going to get along with everyone, but I should at least try. Try I have, but the problem is that it gets me nowhere when it concerns him. I look at it this way Ego is bad for any alcoholic, so if I knocked his teeth out maybe this would give him some forced humility. Humility is what we all need to stay sober and as a result maybe he will stay sober longer. I am going to talk with my sponsor in the morning, and I hope he agrees with me that everyone needs a good ass kicking sometime in their life. I use to box all the time while in high school, because one of my best friends' father had a gym. I learned humility after a couple of bouts, but in boxing this is a way of focusing on mistakes so that you become a better fighter. Having said that too much humility could land you on the street. The worse humility that I have endured is when I admitted I was an alcoholic to others, god included. My neighbors ,family and my office all knew when I went to rehab. for 28 1/2 days. I felt the cat was finally out of the bag and actually the cat was out of the bag for years and I just didn't know.