I had really two choices when I was at rehab continue to drink and die or turn my life over to god and AA. My body was a worn down wreck even after the 28 days. I was like a child you would see in a mall looking for his mother with fear written all over his face. I was scared and afraid of everything around me I really for the life of me can't figure out why me to make it this far or how I even made it 90 days. I was living second to second and that is no bullshit. Now the desire to drink isn't as great and I live not a second at a time, but a day at a time and for me that works just fine.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Life and Options
I had really two choices when I was at rehab continue to drink and die or turn my life over to god and AA. My body was a worn down wreck even after the 28 days. I was like a child you would see in a mall looking for his mother with fear written all over his face. I was scared and afraid of everything around me I really for the life of me can't figure out why me to make it this far or how I even made it 90 days. I was living second to second and that is no bullshit. Now the desire to drink isn't as great and I live not a second at a time, but a day at a time and for me that works just fine.
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you got it!
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